"Hari Membosankan Part II..."

Semalam mariam start buat card raya,nak kasi kat kengkawan opis.So that I will not felt regret about an action toward my colluge.I also wanted to seek forgiveness from them.Tak la menyesal nanti sapa tahu what will happen next.Do you? I don’t or it could be what was unspoken remained unspoken.Tak nak la macam tu kannnnnn.Semua card dah siap,but utk abg anif je ada masalah technical skit.I felt so gulity bout this.Abg anif yer card senget skit….hmmmm…tak larat nak print for the second time.Therefor mariam kasi je lah.
Pagi tade,malas nak kuar awal gi opis.There is nothing to do “Kerja tak de” lagi la menambah kan kemalasan nak ke Opis.YM ngan Suhairi ckp nak mai opis lambat,masok awal pon tak de kerja.Baik lepak kat umah dulu memain ngan Harziq(anak sedara kita tu).Harziq not feeling well for the past few days.Dia demam n selesema.Kesian tau tgk budak kecil sakit.Macam mana la bila kita dah ada anak sendiri,sure glabah n risau nyer.Eh korang nak tahu tak??? I’m think bout nak kasi nama anak kita nanti “Umairah” or “Maisarah” or “Umairah Maisarah” sedap kan nama tu.Betol ke sedap nie mariam??? Ko pasti ker??? Pasti lah..ko je yg jelos agak nye.Sodah..sodahh mariam nak gak nama tu.Ko peduli apa “Sesuka hati ku lah”.
About 10 am Mariam sampai opis.Ya Allah tak pernah buat pun, mai opis selewat tu.Who care right…elehh tarakhal lahhhh.Relax lah Mariam ko nie skema sesgt lah.Bukan skema lah.The things is that you should have to be …..to be what?? I could’t find the exact word.Tak kesah lah.Jade lah ape-ape yg ko nak jade Mariam.Memula sampai kat table on YM n check email.Tak de ape yg menarik ni, sunddenly I saw HIM.Sape??? kihkihkihkihhh budak bilik server mai opis hari ni.Pergghhh siap ikat rambut tu.Ansome la pulok, guna kaki pon boleh muakakakahakahahh.
Dahhh…dahh x mo cite pasal budak bilik server tu.Tak menarik pon, saje suker-suker boleh lah.Citer pasal kad raya nie.Mariam pon start la distribute semua kad raya kepada tuan punya body.Alaaaaa nie yg part yg tak best sekali.Bila sampai je turn mamat tu.Kita nampak dia tgh bz buat ape tah, so kita letak je atas meja dia.Mamat tu pon macam tak de reaction pon.Kita tau la card kita nie murah tak menarik, tak de lagu, cikai etc.Cedeh tau mamat tu boleh duduk kat table dia buat kerja without looking @ the card isk..isk..isk…Asal ngan mamat tu? Agak nya mariam, ko tak kasi by hand kat dia kot.Dia kecil hati.Ko pon satu, asal la ko tak gi jer jumpe dia kasi kad tu.Mariam pon tak tahu kenapa??? Elehh ko tahu alasan nyer.Ko saje nak cari alasan lain plak nak cover kannnn..kann.Ehhh mana ko tahu kita ada alasan lain.Memang betoi tekaan ko tu, actually kita segan sebenarnya coz semua org cam excited dapat card raya tu,Dia dok bz buat kerja tanpa apa-apa expression.Tu je, so kita pon letak je lah on his desk.Hmmm tak de ape-ape pon yg manarik dlm card tu…biase-biase jer.But u know what, it really meanning full to me.It up to him nak baca ke nak buang ke nak apa-apa je lahhhh. I do respact others people behavior.Case close.
Kita sudahi dgn renungan hadis di bawah:
Narrated Anas ibn Malik: A man was with the Prophet and a man passed by him and said: Apostle of Allah! I love this man. The Apostle of Allah then asked: Have you informed him? He replied: No. He said: Inform him. He then went to him and said: I love you for Allah's sake. He replied: May He for Whose sake you love me love you! (Sunan Abu Dawood, 5106)
The above hadith is about loving someone among the fellow believers. This hadith, of course, is about anyone who is dear and beloved to us, about anyone to whom we feel a special affinity. While saying "I love you" is not a substitute for showing our love and action through our actions and conducts, it is also important that we communicate verbally. Let us not be among the hapless ones who have never said "I love you" to our beloved ones, whether our spouse, parents, children, and fellow believers, of course, if we feel special about someone.
Thus, let our bad thoughts, unworthy deeds, or unkind words wait until tomorrow, while may our good thoughts bloom, good deeds be acted on, regrets expressed and forgiveness sought, unspoken words of kindness and love be said, and undelivered kisses and hugs be rendered, not tomorrow, but today!