Friday, May 12, 2006

..am not listerning...

The new resources scheduler was out today. The issue has been raised, 1 of my team member did not agreed with the project allocation. She did not want the project that has been assign to her. There is a lot of things happened in her built I phase therefore she refused to stayed with the built II phase. She did tell every thing to me, what was happened. But some how or rather I would keep it to myself. I was hearing both side stories. Never take this into my account. They were arguing about this and that, work attitude, the environment blah..blah..blahhh etc. I think both should be professional to tackle these issues. They should see in client perception toward the company. I’m noticed the allocation of fresh and untrained staff was not a best solution in the first place. This is a huge and priority project. It involves million of RM and Prime Minister. Since this project is about payment for national accountant. They shouldn’t take this risk. Have you heard about ESPKB before? This project is the one. Currently this project was integrated with and other project. It was so complicated and you have to study it in the hard way.
It was hassle to deal with the client since they were so “Mulot Laser”. This new girls had to face. She still in learning process and the client expect she knows everything’s since you are the vendor. It was so troublesome for her once the client raised up an issues. She had to get back to the senior, developer etc to get the solution. The client wants the solution then and then. It make the client confident low. What do you expect?

The entire above story affected me. Who did not want to get involve with it, the mgt see that I’m the correct person to replace this girls place. What the hack? This is like ‘melepas kan anjing yg tersepit and at the end you been trap’. Please lah don’t do things like to me. I’m sick and tired with people take advantage of me. They see me committed with the task been assigned. Get things be done on schedule..blah..blahhh. Well that your job, your responsibility. I just hate it….really mad about this. I manage talked to walat and tell him what I’m feel. Tak tau nak cakap ngan sape. He always gives a different angle when you tell him something. I expecting he would fire me up because I need that. I can’t think rationally last night. I did cried but in control manner. Huahuahauahua….xmalu tol.Nak malu ke ngan walat? Pura² xmalu …Thank for him for been such a good listener last night event though he was driving. Thus, kita melalut bagai kekdah nye...sabo je lahh...Lariiiii.After talk to him for a while I feel better. I’m back to normal. I have to take this as a challenge and looking forward for the task. Keep praying for better future. Semua nie kan dugaan Allah nak kasi kepada hamba nya so kene lah lebih beriman dan bertaqwa kepada NYA. SOk nak gi picnic...ooooOOOOO I LIKE.
P/S laughter is not the best medicine ....Solat + Mengaji is the ONE.

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